[Verse 1]
It will get better
and life will become smoother
Are they crazy or am I insane ?
Is it my body, ashes on the floor?
Begging for more pain
I wanna suffer I'll be my own rain
Fire and ice burning my face
Ice and fire burning my soul
[Bridge]
I would love to hate and hate to love
For every moment I've been breathing, salt and water came out my eyes
[Verse 2]
Feel like an old boat
no longer able to sail
I'll let life hurt every part of me
I'll be a stone I'll be a rolling storm
In the mountain in the river
or in the ocean I don't really care
Cause in my neighborhood in my homeland
they will hate me and try to fight me
[Verse 3]
Cold weather ain't getting warmer
I will run and try to get cleaner
Angels will reject me
and evil will charm me
Old friends all gone,
fakes and foes disguised in smiles
They wish I was a bone to give
or maybe some meat to eat
[Verse 4]
Sometimes I wanna forget the good times
and let them roll in someone else's memory
And keep the bad times in my mind
to help me deal with my brighter side
[Bridge]
I'll let black ink roll in my paper veins to feel alive again
Am I a living soul that died long ago?
Lord help me face this stranger inside me
Lord i'm lost, I'm still alive but I'm drowning
Things will get better and life will become smoother
Are they crazy or am I insane is it my body aching on the floor